TWO YEARS GONE AND ONE STEP FORWARD TWO STEPS BACK AND ASHES ASHES FALL FALL DOWN AGAIN AFTER ALL; PICKING YOURSELF UP AND DUSTING OFF THE OLD WOUNDS STILL FRESH AND THROBBING- THE MOON SO FULL AND BRIGHT (THE LIGHT SEARS), TWO YEARS NOW AND ALL THIS AND NOTHING- BONES BEHIND BONES RESTING NOWHERE (ALL POWDER SCATTERED DIRECTIONLESS ACROSS CONTINENTS); THE FEELING UNWIELDY AND UNWILLING TO YIELD- TO FORGIVE AND FORGET; FEARFUL TO LET THE WEIGHT FALL AND SETTLE SOFTLY- FRIGHTENED OF THE UNBEARABLE LIGHTNESS (THE HEAVINESS OF HIS ABSENCE TETHERING, KEEPING YOU EVER MOVING ONWARD AND UPWARD IN REPENTANCE; STRUGGLING ALWAYS TO KEEP WHAT CANNOT KEEP.
